Making Flowers Bloom On Dead Trees

I haven’t posted in quite some time.

But I kinda feel like ranting.
I’m unsatisfied. Life seems to have become boring and frustrating. I don’t enjoy hanging out with people, except the freerunners I know. Every time I’m in a big group if people I wish I were at home by myself. There isn’t even anything inparticular I would be doing instead.
I find myself not wanting to be around my friends unless it’s one on one. They get angry and rude to one another when they’re together and i’m getting quite tired of it.
All I want to do lately is lie around and sleep. I find myself uninterested in most things, even if I want to do it and have time to actually do them.
I feel as though something is missing and I’m not sure what it is; it bothers me. I suppose I’ll just continue thinking about this until I figure it out and can make things more satisfying. Sigh.

3 months ago

go. read. now.

9 months ago

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1 year ago -

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youngjinjun:

Banksy

1 year ago

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1 year ago -

35

sigh. this is the first time i’ve been dumped :| still not feeling so great, a lot better than at first though. almost a week since he did it. still gunna be friends with him, already hung out with him twice. first time was quite awful, second time was perfectly fine. tried to make a new friend couple days ago, decided im really gunna try to be friends with my ex ‘cause i’ve come to realize he’s a really great person and i don’t wanna lose that sort of friendship. i think after the first few days of missing him it just turned into feeling lonely. i saw him everyday, it’s hard to just not have someone there all the time. bleh. i think i’ma just enjoy being single until someone comes along that falls into my newly developed standards, they gotta grow somehows. i will try to me more active now though :3

1 year ago